#19-UGH

Ugh--My head is spinning
I have so much to do, and little time to do it in.

The idea of moving on is so much more appealing
then the reality. I guess I should have known that
by shaking up my life, I would be...shaking up my life.

I have to make sure my work is finished, and I just
had 3 more projects placed on my desk today.

I have to squeeze in time to train my replacement

I have to try and find a place to live...not my favorite
thing to do.

Oh ya, I also complicated my trip by scheduling, not
one but two lunch dates with some new friends. One
on Saturday, and one on the way home Sunday.

You can go ahead and say it. I'm a hussy.

I think I am taking my new found freedom a
little overboard. I may need a life preserver soon.

So now, I will try to sleep. I know it will be long in coming.
I had way too much caffeine today--and my mind is
still spinning.

#18-Moving On

Well, I have been waiting for two weeks to hear
back about a potential new job. They were supposed
to call me by the 7th. After not hearing from them
by that night, my hopes of moving on faded. I held
out a little bit of hope on Monday, but no call. So,
I thought that the opportunity had passed.
I was waiting for the inevitable letter to come
in the mail that says, "sorry, your not good enough".

Friends and family kept calling to find out if I had
heard anything...but nothing. Told my best friend
yesterday that I'm sure they just hired someone
local. Not to worry, I would not be moving further way.

But this morning I got the call. I was so surprised I
was shaking. "Am I still interested in the position?"
they asked. I wanted to say HELL YA, but I settled
on a more professional YES-I am interested.

What this means for me
is a big pay increase,
way better benefits,
and a move.

While I am excited about moving back to the
Seattle area, I am a bit anxious.
My stomach has been doing flip-flops all day.

Part of the reason for the new job, is a move away
from my strict religious lifestyle. I am hoping
for new adventures with new people.

In order for me to do that I needed move away
from my family. I'm sure they would not approve
of some choices I am making. I needed some space
away from them to live my own life, without
them hovering over me.

I know they love me, and I love them. But I also
know that I will be disappointing them in someways,
and that is the hardest part of the decisions I
will be making.

So, I am moving on...
to a new city
a new job
new home
new friends
a new life.

#17-Veteran's Day

I just wanted to take a moment to honor all the
men and women who have served in the
armed forces.

This is in honor of my great uncle, Bert Shuey
who is on eternal patrol. Who was lost at sea,
August 6, 1945. The last boat lost in WWII.
http://www.oneternalpatrol.com/uss-bullhead-332.htm

This is in honor of my ex, who spent 13 years
in the air force. Who's life was forever changed
while defending the right for freedom and democracy.

This is in honor of my best friend and her three sons.
All who joined just prior to 9/11. On that day she knew
there lives would change as well.

To all of you, God Bless.

#16-Just for fun

I know it is silly, but doesn't every girl
secretly wish they were a princess.


You Are Pocahantas!

Free-spirited and wise. You have a strong passionate spirit that touches and changes all who know you. The wisdom and common sense that you have is really what guides you through life. Even so, you also have a very playful side that loves adventure and excitement.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

#15-Twilight

So, my sister has me hooked on the Twilight books.

In some ways I've feel a bit like Bella.

Being in places, making choices that may not be
wise, may actually be foolish and a little dangerous.

I should be weary, but I'm not.
I should feel guilt, but I don't.